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Monday, 9 July 2007

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Its been a busy week...

realtives from hk came to visit as my distance cousin who had his uni grad ceremony. My niece came along too..missed her alot,haven seen her for like at least 1 and half years le.

Dar was so nice..sometimes i feel i'm so bad for letting him down. I had to accompany my relatives but left no time for him. That left us less than 1 week to get together. Sunday my relatives all went back to hk le. I went down to ikea for my 1-530 shift. Dar fetched me from work and i bought chicken wings for him, ben and alex since we're going to alex's place.

I miss my niece alot alot..though only been with her for 1 week, but i like her presence and i wish to have a daughter like her too. Hahaha...yah,motherly instinct coming up. brrrrr...

I think i scared alex and ben yst at alex's place when i broke down suddenly after watching short videos from dar's hp which i took on friday.

And yah..next is about my new job at rocher road there. Haiz,wished i could turned back time and said i would be working the next week. But wht is done cannot be undone.

Dar didnt blame me for that, we never quarrel nor whatever, but his tone made my heart ache. I knew that i did something bad, i had deliberly forgotten what he told me that time. He wanted to go shop for his ns stuffs with me on mon, and yah, i went to work on that week. [think u ppl out there is gonna slap me for being such a dumb shiat, ur bf is gg in navy less than a week and u replied so fast and so enthu abt ur new job.]

I told goatie abt it and she said that i should repend on my mistake. I knew i was in shits and i really do want to make him smile again by doing something. So in the end i took half day off on tues so that i can make up for the mistake i had done for dar. And i'm thankful that my boss let me off though was my 2nd day of work. After i know that i had the off, i called dar and told him. (afternote: he told me he was too shocked to say anything so his reply was "orh")

I though he feel very sian le..so he gave me that reply. But he told me later on its not, he though i would still go to work on that day even though i knew my mistakes. But what touched him was i made the effort to make up for the wrongs i had. But then..i still feel i had not done enough.

We had lunch at the Fu Lu Shou plaza steps there coz i had my 'benton' with me and feel ps sitting at hawker centre to eat my lunch. So after that went to long johns for dar's lunch. Walk to suntec carrefour to get his slippers, insect repellent gel, underwear, hanger and zipper plastic bags. Ate gelare waffles and went to slack around. Went to meet cedric at alex's house at 8+ and went to macs to have my late dinner at 10+. That nite when dar looked at me while i was eating at macs,i feel my nose sour and eyes water. Dunno why at that point of time i dunno what to say but i still ask him to talk.=P

9:14 pm;

N {LA VOISINE}