Saturday, 29 September 2007
title:{doing sth diff part 2}
dar woke up si bei early to go for his 'treasure hunting',and i woke up at 6 to give him his morning call also..and after the call i went back to meet uncle zhou to continue our treasure hunting. XD
woke up at abt 10 and helped mummy to get the laundry hang before going to meet dar and the rest of his botak happy cabin mates at ps arcade.when i reached ps it was already 2pm and dar was challenging with jackson in Initial D game.
of coz...the 3 rounds jackson beat him 2 games..lols.and when dar won de 2nd game,kiwi was saying that he'll win de last round.
kiwi: you'll win 1 la
dar: *grinning* no..i will make sure i lose
kiwi: k la,i bet with u,if u win i'll give you a kiss
me: (to kiwi) den u start cleaning ur mouth then
kiwi: i'll make sure i'll give u a kiss on UR LIPS if you win
but in the end,kiwi lost his attempt to kiss dar and jackson won the last game in the last few seconds.
poor kiwi..he no ger to kiss and started to get his paws lips on dar. sometimes i wonder it is bcoz they were either too deprived or they start to fantasise dar as a ger...=.=
talk abt 2 weeks ago (17 sep) when i met his happy cabin for dinner at tampines mall foodcourt,they said that dar looks like some ger from navy that another cabin mate had a crush on. they showed me the pic and ask dar to tilt his head a little...ya,i must agree he looked abit like the ger..so am i dating a ger now??
and then we walk to another side of the arcade,kiwi playing with some shooting games whereas both ming tak and dar busy monster hunting on psp.after kiwi had his 2 rounds on the game,he got bored and started to zi lian (cam whoring) and got caught by us..heeho!
i didnt noe kiwi was fan of loco roco too!got 2 loco roco songs from his hp..XDD
now my msg tone is loco roco le..no more super mario.>.<
head down to the food court to have my late lunch,beef noodles!!
with 2 body guards (kiwi & ming tak)tagging behind while we do our little shopping at Daiso(some cheapo jap shop where everything sells at 2 bucks!)
got some special dig-ear cotton buds for dad & dar.
wanted to buy some chips or sth..but due to limited time,i had to give up on food hunting and leave it to the next time.=((
lost our 2 bodyguards in daiso so i guess i let them have their happy time together and not disturb them.but in the end we met up outside the shop and walk to mrt together.Ming tak says he's tired and took train home to punggol,dar and i decided to borrow night watch from white sands vcd shop,poor kiwi..that fella wanted to go shopping for clothes badly. (i guess he want to style up himself to attract more gers =X)
but for what i know,saggi are those when they have de mood to go shopping,they'll spree all the way till they find something that they want.
but other times...no shopping pls!
and they also like to doll themselves up when they want to look attractive on that particular day.
but on other days...too lazy to bother and go for simple tees and shorts.
and in the end,we left kiwi to rot at the mrt station while he called up his frens to meet up for shopping.
(actually that day i wanna follow kiwi for shopping..lols,coz was in the mood but dar reminded me we have lesser time for each other so i will be bringing it forward the next week)
took train to tampines and took back the pants we altered,i went home to put my stuffs (mum was shocked i was home and disappeared after i went toilet to pee and drink water!)
took 15 to white sands and borrow night watch to watch at his house,ordered pizza too!!aromaterapy meal,add on a 1.5L pepsi (S$30 inclusive 7% GST & other surcharge)
and then...i went home abt 1030,reach home straight away meet uncle zhou le.
11:55 pm;
Friday, 28 September 2007
title:{eating spree at taka!!}
nth much to blog abt mon to thurs.
i can only say one thing,HELL in the office.
i made alot of stupid mistake that i wouldnt be doing at work.
haiz..i wasnt like this before i started this job.
i may overlook things,but not as jia lat as now.
i'm quite a cautious person all the time,and i know my things well.
but now..look at me..i'm screwed badly in just 4 days,FUCK!!!
and the scoldings are getting like some routine stuffs i have,hah...
okies..screw it
friday i decided to take a sick leave since thurs had been coughing ans sneezing..i noe i'm getting better,but dar is off at thurs nite.
thrus nite was mummy's lunar birthday.
after work,rushed down to tanah merah coz dar says he'll be off at 6pm.
by 7.30pm i was still waiting for him...felt damn desprate and also wanted to tell my mum i'm not coming down for dinner.
dinner's at clark quey that area,near UE square,Mohammad Sultan road.
and i'm still stuck at tanah merah.
dar kept apologising but i find its not even his fault,but i told him i'm quite rush and abt 7.45 i took train,when i reached kembangan,dar smsed and ask me to alite coz he's waiting for cab le.
so i alited out of the train and stayed at kembagan platform to wait for him.and abt 8.15,i find that there's no way i could wait any longer as my bro and mum started to bombard me with miss calls and sms.
and then i quickly went my way to city hall and took bus 195 to UE square.
dar said he'll be flying cab over...at first i didnt think much abt it but i noe i'll see him soon.
and den when i reached the restaurant i started eating all that,mum was in a great mood.lols.
and den when i was eating half way,i caught a glimpse of a white shirt guy walking to the reastaurant (was sitting near the window),i didnt think much,but i kinda think might be him.till he walk up to my mum and said,"happy birthday auntie."
mummy was shocked and surprised.and ask the waitress for another set of culteries and a seat.dar poiletly declined coz he said he just coming over to talk to me abit before heading home.
if you are asking abt how i felt,i cant explain that feeling.its like kena rammed by car that kind of feeling...i know its gonna happen but never expect so much that kind of feeling.how to say..its not i doubt that dar's not coming,but more like it has nv occur to me a guy wld be doing that for me and i'm experiencing it now yet has a unrealistic feeling.
which guy would bother to take cab with so much stuffs in his hands and decked in uniform after booking out and go all the way to clark quay from tanah merah just to see his girlfriend??
and mummy ordered steamed scallope for him too.
dar very into his scallope...
and during the dinner and dessert,my bro was busy talking to him and i dunno why for a moment i find that this will be my future family.just feel complete seeing my bro's gf and dar at the dinner table.
after dinner,took bus to bugis and mrt with dar.showed him jeanne d'arc and we nearly finished the game when i reached tamps.
friday:
woke up and went to dar's hse,den slack till like 4+ before going to my house nearby to get his no. 3 pants altered.den called my mum to pass my digital camera batt charger to dar coz he'll be gg up my place.and due to my messy room..mum got pissed when she was searching for the charger and called 3 times telling me she's gonna give upsearching for it,plan nearly failed.
in the end mum found it and dar went up to take de charger while i wait below the block.after that,we took 518 to far east square and had dinner at long john before looking for those one colour jeans.dar was forced to wear his no 3 on thurs due to his faded colour jeans. =.=" navy is rly screwed up at times...
and den we walk along the shops to look for jeans,but most of them cannot make it lah de colour.and as we went to every shop,it got depressing coz far east dun really have much nice one colour jeans.and in the end i was like,why not u wear your black jeans lah,since that jeans is also one colour one.
hoho...i'm so clever!i saved time and effort for the un-shopaholic me =X
we neednt spur on some retarded looking jeans and he can wear the jeans tat he didnt wear for a long time,rly kill 2 niao niao with 1 stone wor. ^^
as we walk on dar saw some nice polo tees at newbie and decided to try on,there were 4 colours,white,black,baby blue and yellow.
too bad black already out of stock,white is so common,and blue looks yucky....
so we decided on yellow in the end.
saw a yellow blouse too..and newbie was having some promotions too,like 20% off lah..
and dar ask me to try on the blouse coz i look nice on it.
okies..ended up buying our first "couple top" in the end...hahahas
went past de japanese bakery and it was too tempting...i see de strawberry cake i start to drool le.
den the choc frudge cake,mix fruit cake,black forest...tian ah...i stood there for the next 5 mins.dar say if i guai he will buy one of those for me so we went up to Shaw to check for the slot,actually i didnt plan to waste time watching movies for the night but since dar wanted to watch,i was fine with it.
and went down to draw money and shopped at the supermarket for more desserts,everything look so nice and yummy..haish..i'll grow more horizontal if i eat wor..=((
and in the end after choosing for the next 10 mins,i decided on strawberry crep.
hoho...it was damn yummy wor...
and i kinda forget that we're suppose to buy tix and dar suggested for eating spree at taka.
yay!!
and we kinda talked out and realised that both of us didnt intend to watch balls of fury and were only watching coz we tod de other party wanted to watch,wad a misleading thing!lols.
and i'm glad that we are finally doing something out of ordinary rather than de usual dinner & movies date.
though i'm not a window shopper and not into shopping sprees,but eating sprees are more enjoyable coz we get to share and try diff kinds of stuff that we dont usually eat.
11:08 pm;
Sunday, 23 September 2007
title:{i now pronounce you chuck and larry again}
sunday
woke up early in the morning..
went to dar's hse to watch bleach..den went to meet ben at tamp fire station to get his watch back coz that toot toot as always,left his stuff at ppl's hse.
took the wrong bus at the opp direction and went down 1 stop later and realised that we actually can take to tamps and change bus 27.den we settled to the bus that took us 3 stops and walk to take bus 27 outside ikea,and we shld had taken bus 34 instead.haiz..i was quite bothered by the part when i was the one looking for directions whereas he's playing his psp.just find like i'm de only one thinking while he's blindly following me and when i ask abt it he just nod his head.i can say i was pissed off..
and eventually we took cab after alighting 3 stops from ikea coz i realised i took de wrong bus.and den after ben passed the watch to dar we cont to tampines mall.
took mrt to the cathay to watch chuck and larry.
and a poster caught our attention at cathay.and of course my darling toot toot starts to fan jian when he saw that poster and starts saying that that's him.
and i decided to take a pic and show all u ppl. XD
chipmunk = dar
i bet if louis were to see this pic,he'll start laughing his ass off (rofl)
went carrefour to get some cough drops and water before heading back to the cathay for our show.dar really enjoyed the show..hees.i'm glad and yah so wht i'm watching ti de 2nd round?it all worth watching a great show when the person beside you is laughing his ass off throughout the whole thing.(so did the whole theatre..but not as xiong as gv,practically the whole theatre was roaring with laughter!)
as we wee not feeling that hungry,we sat down at some steps outside plaza sing and chit chat.1 week is finally over and its time to get our butt on the shits that are awaiting us in the brand new week.and we started relecting back the stuffs we've done during this week and how much we've enjoyed each other's company.i agreed what dar said abt how he wish they hadnt given him so long break..when de holiday's over,you just feel like not going back,coz de holiday mood is there already,there is no daily routine feeling.
but what will come will eventually come..no use whinning and all that,just look forward to the coming weekend and that's what we gonna do.
in the end we head back to white sands to have out late dinner before heading to his house again coz dar forgot to pass me the psp charger.and by the time i get home its like 11 le..
i dreaded to the week...though preggy's gg away for her maternity leave in few day's time,i just find there are loads i have to shoulder for the next 8 weeks before she's back.luckily her maternity leave only 8 weeks not the usual 12 weeks that singaporeans have coz she's a m'sian.phew.
11:16 pm;
Saturday, 22 September 2007
title:{out with my seoulmates}
okies...
shall update abt the outing with my seoulmates..
sat:
woke up at abt 10 and wash up all that...got a sms from xinyan that she had fever..and i thought our gathering was cancelled.
oh well...it wasnt in the end,i quickly cooked lunch and bathe before rushing out of the house at 1240 pm..thought i was late..
but i wasnt!!
and the matter of fact..i was the earliest..hahaha.
i reached tampines at 1pm sharp and started looking out for familiar figure...but found none.and i decided to walked around the mrt station,went inside guardian for the cooling aircon some window shopping.
then went to mrt toilet to check out the dirty and smelly seats relieve myself. but xin yan hadn't arrive.
finally at 1.30pm she finally arrived...along with the sister..yea, was kinda shocked coz the sister said she was sick and couldnt join us..hahaha.but well..she could come,so all was good!
and yah..the unexpected was expected for the day.
i wore black dress and ended up same as mummy..lols!
i was all the while later but ended up mummy was there when we reached city hall!
and then we went to marina square to check out stuffs and movies slot time.
ended watching chuck and larry..yays!!
den we head down to suntec to get some dounuts from dounuts factory,as a sua gufirst timer for dounuts,i can say that the dounuts are very very very veyr ncie!!especially de double choc...but haiz,didnt buy much coz i tod we cant finish but den i have cravings le.luckily its not dar who started buying dounuts for me,else i think he'll be broke soon from the constant cravings from me...
and here are the sinful yet innocent looking cravings that bought so much weight and cravings on me for the past 10 months...
first was the innocent looking chocolate chip frappicino from star bucks...
desserts from ver's mum dessert stall...
den the innocent looking waffle ice creams from andersons at parkway parade...
later on was some japanese dessert at marina sq japanese dessert shop which sells yummylicious rice balls with red bean paste and sesame ice cream with sweet potato..
slowly..it upgraded to half priced waffle ice cream at gelare during tuesdays...
and then the very very very yummy brownie choc dip at andersons in suntec...
douby ghaut the tau huay that made me crave for it all the time..
the dessert shop at bugis that mark took me to that sells hk desserts..wth!!
the recent tcc's dessert...(forgot wht's de name liao =X)
and of coz not to forget the haagan daz fruit XXX (also forget the name liao) at tampines mall...
oh ya and also i forgot to mention abt de swensens ice cream i had been having on thurs too!!
so you think who should i put the blame on for making me sooooooooo fat???!!!
not me of coz...
and the fella who made me grow horzontial still have the cheek to ask if i wanted dounuts. T.T
but nvm..in de end i also tried the dounuts le.hahaha
and off we went carrefour to shop for yogurt..the whole process was long and i swear the promoter from the yogurt area was swearing under her breathe:
4 stupid gers took so freaking long to decide what flavor to choose and even had the cheek to take the other brand in front of me.see if i'll break their hands if they still do that one more time.but i've gotta maintain my nice goody promoter smile.
and then we decided on the new brand that has yummy strawberry inside..though she said got nata..but i've found none =(( shld have bought meiji coconut yogurt,S$2.45 for 2 somemore!!and de one i bought cost S$1.25 for 1,walau!!
and by the time we started looking for other stuffs to go along with our yogurt and xin yan finding her couple slippers,it was time to head back to gv maina sq le.i bought mashmallows and yogurt while the 3 others bought yan yan biscuits and yogurt(except for xinyan coz she doesnt like dairy products)
it was freaking auntie for us to shop at carrefour and even had weird suggestions like buying milk and cerals to eat inside de cinema,or stuffs like eating sushis and chicken wings and drinking yakult.
maybe i shld try one of these stuns next time when i go watch movie with dar..lols,he'll sure gimme a =.=" face. but i'm waiting to see that..hahaha!!
i now pronounce you chuck and larry
rating:4.5/5
humor and gay: 4/5
and acted by adam sandler somemore...swee ah!!
after movies..we went to the sky garden area to take pics.
who says woman cant change after being in love??look at the ger beside me..she's gorgeous!
and i find i look the worse among them..time to diet lo!
and abt 7 liddat i went home after they send me to the center of the marina sq.
wish i hadnt gone home for family dinner...haiz..
bo bian ah..bro's gf coming over mah..
and for dar's side..he was at ben's hse playing monster hunter and den later on went to alex's hse and had dinner with the guys.
if only sat can turn back time,i'll surly pei him b4 i leave for tamps.
oh well..
2:51 pm;
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
title:{bbq nite}
wed had half day off..
went to polyclinic for a short checkup and went library to borrow some books before heading to tim's hse.
dar and tim had a fun time talking and bitching abt their camp life while i was making myself occupied with the chinese novel i borrowed at the library.but the two fellas beside me were so spastic that i cant really concentrate well and started joining their laughter after some time.
at about 7 we left tim's house and cabbed to down town east costa sands charlet for his cabin mates birthday.
saw ming tak,kiwi and the rest...
made frens with the penguin too!!
aiyah...just to sum up,i really had fun at the charlet..i tod i'll be bored coz of the guys ard.but i mixed ard with them and bbq'd lotsa nice foooddddddddddd.
was the weather too hot or was he trying to show his mussells??=X
dar quoted: like beggar
we paid him to cook us dinner XD
one trying to act like hardo gay and de other trying to act like some kung-fu fella bbq-ing de hot dogs
got bmt body must show liao..else very soon cannot show le,only left one tor zai only
see how fast his hands move to spread the margarine on the food
(his diciple on his right)
dun ask me why he sit like some kopi-tiam ah pek sitting style
the 2 psp freaks of the night...over DJ maniac
spot the diff in this & the pic above..lols
sighs..shouldnt cut short hair..now i look like some "slacking auntie"
cake on fire!!!
hell no...the amt of nicotine is enough for the week...
11:38 am;
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
title:{dar comes for a cooking session}
mondays and tues sucks at work..
time really pass damn freaking slow lor.
the whole office seems so quiet,even de two mad ppl who had a fight...
mon after work went tanah merah to wait for dar,he booked in for admin stuffs and in the end i shaked my leg at the platform till like 730pm before finally able to see him.
looking up from the platform..
looks like a piece of art work,doesnt it??
had dinner with all his cabin mates at tampines mall food court,and i was de only ger ard...
but i had fun knowing all de fun botaks,i made meng tak shocked coz of all those x-rated stuffs that i did on dar...=((
there goes my reputation...
anyways..
tues was abit better...
after work,went to cold storage to get bacon and breakfast ham coz we're making dinner at my place!!
at first dad and bro were against the idea..but after much persuasion from mummy...dar got to come up and made a hearty dinner for us.and of coz i also did participate as his sweet kitchen assistant..muahahaha!!
we had grilled wrapped bacon with quail eggs and cheese on top.
that dish was fully loved by my mum..LOL who kept saying very nice very nice the whole time while she was eating.
sadly i didnt have the time to take pics of that dish..coz all de yao guis all ate it up!!!
and den we have 5 other dishes.
ham and cheese omolette,creme brocolli,teochew style steamed fish,boiled kai lan with oyster sauce and steamed hairy cucumber with dried scallope and marinated pork slice.
and of course it was dar's turn to get starved by my parents,daddy attacking him with loads and loads of fishes and mummy with the other dishes,the whole time i only hear,"jeremy,eat more of this." "jeremy,eat more of that."
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...and i was busy with my food and entertainment.
sadly dad still cant really know how to pronounce dar's name and he ended up in different funny pronouncation that i cant stop laughing throughout the whole night.and mummy was busy correcting him.
after dinner,we washed the dishes and mummy ask me if it was possible if dar could come up to cook every week..(that lazy ass woman...trying to be gengster)
of coz i gave a cool reply "NO" to her and made her emo on the sofa!victory to me.
11:19 pm;
Monday, 17 September 2007
title:{the sun tat feels like sat}
recently i find that my eyes are 'flooding' more than the usual amount.
hah..even to all people out there who sees couples being lovey dovey,there are also times when they shed tears and trash their unhappiness and anger out to each other.
just that these things were not seen by people than the 2 who are involved in the relationship.
even dar and i know each other for 7 years before we become an item 10 months ago,there are also times when we made each other abit upset here and there.but we never quarrel,we talked about it and made up for each other.
i always find that we're different from other couples around us.
when they are upset with each other,they choose to close the door and lock themselves in rather than talking everything out.
or maybe because i have a soulmate who is always quietly listening to me and understands me even when i'm only thinking at my own point of view.
he is always doing things quietly,and even to the extend of his way to show his love.
but i am always too slow or rather needs people a nudge to tell me what is going on before i can see the whole picture clearly.
i still have loads to learn about the relationship thing.
last time,i have very simple citeria finding a lifetime partner.
1) so long i can never stay bored and can keep talking and talking to him(coz i'm a easily bored person)
2) i have physical attraction for that person,i dont need to fall madly in love,so long i know that i like him.
3) needs to be filial(else will have spouse abuse and family violence)
4) can do simple housework
5) need not be too pro on the bed,so long can satisfy my urges can le(i sound more like a man finding a wife,lolx)
6) have a decent job and able to support the family fiancally
okies..thats the simple 6 citerias i was looking for.
but i ended up with something much better...hahaha,ironic isnt it?
people say dont always put too high hopes on everything,you know ur standards and u know that the other party is also choosing u over other things too.
so get a reasonable stadard will do,if you get something better than you had set for,den its a bonus for you!
~~~~~
sunday was totally a free day and i really felt like time was all around for us.
we need not rush back for dinner before sending him to tanah merah,we have a week together!but sadly,i have work on monday...=.="
rouge assassin is nice with a little twist in the end..i'll rate it 4/5.
12:54 pm;
Saturday, 15 September 2007
title:{dar's POP}
shall update abt dar's pop on sat.
woke up at 645am...(actually i cant wake up coz whole nite was shag + hyper)
i'm always hyper and cant get to sleep whenever any events will be happening the following day...haiz,hopefully someone will just give me a knock on the head and let me have a gd sleep unconciously.
and mummy was leaning how to surf jet star coz her 'home sickness' acts up again..
as dad code,whenever ur mummy have homesickness,she'll be gone in a moment.
LOL..and mummy got owned badly..heeho.
yah lah,tat woman of all the time she choose the time when i'm so tired and trying hard to get a perfect french manicure to learn how to surf net.
and i got to walk in & out of my room,in & out in & out in & out(erm..dun think dirty)
and finally i bth le..i ran to wash up and lie on my comfortable bed at 12.35am.
dar says he'll call...but i was too tired to move le.
and so..i laze ard the bed till 7am lo.
and i quickly rush my wah up,bathe,change out and check all my stuffs b4 i speed out of the house.
i was right..i missed the earliest bus to the camp.
but i got on the 2nd bus though..and dar's parents were earlier than me somemore.
While i was on the bus to the camp that time..i had mixture of feelings.
excited + nervous + scared + happy + proud = ?????
and i feel my heart beat faster and faster as i approach the building.
and finally i walk down the bus and proceed to the entrance where all the guards were standing.
i took out my POP ticket and registered.
was abit nervous tat point of time coz i see all the ppl ard us holding letters and the POP tix,i was the only one w/o de tix.
[actually was thinking of the worse,i might not be able to get in and had to stand outside till someone gets me in.]
the guard saw me with the tickets and ask me am i coming alone.
me: yes,the parents are already inside.
guard: ok *proceed to write down 1 pax on the register paper*
me: The parents name are Doreen and Bernard Soh
guard: oh! You coming for Jeremy Soh?
me: Yah..*wth that toot toot...so high profile again,even de guards also noe him*
guard: I'm sorry abt that,please proceed inside,thank you!
me: ... *wah..so polite sia*
and i walk in,i dun even need to check bag somemore...O.O
I walk straight and joined the big group of parents and girlfriends who were waiting at the centre and a usher came to usher us to the sitting areas.
I walk all the way to the right and found dar's parents.Sat next to them and chatted with them.
About 9am the parade start le.
The btm 02/07 marched out with their smart fours and rifle.
he's very easy to spot one lah...
his niang says he look damn serious
dressing checked by the guest of honour..
march back to get ready for next item
physical training performance(dar's niang gt own'd coz she cant believe her son was chosen for pt performance,LOL)
basically tat's de formation,a cross
for a moment,toot toot looks like penguin doing stretching =X
combat skills
toot toot rly have de seh feeling when he do de punchings,i cant imagine if its gay boy who do such punchings..there goes my breakfast i think...>.<"
if only i had walked up closer to the center to take more shots..T.T
this pic looks wrong man...looks like de fella kena kicked on de groin *ROFL*
now decked in their no. 3
standing smart for the beret ceremony
toot toot's papa helping him put on his beret
why on earth i had tat weird smile,its suppose to be a NICE pic..but i ruined it=((
after de beret ceremony
waiting for the GOH(guest of honour) to finish talking his speech
basically that's how de whole parade looks like,less than 100 ppl =.=
Berets throwing ceremony..XD
and all of them start displaying their love to each of their happy cabin mates
too happy and into their displaying of love that they forgot all abt their parents
parade finally ended and proceed to the cafe to have light snacks.
i didnt realise that i was sitting beside kiwi's family through the whole parade..LOL!!
We had buffet style light food,such as congee,cream puffs,fried sotong balls,sandwiches,suen kueh,milk tea,soya milk and coffee.
Due to the long queue in the toilet and alot of ppl eating the food,i only managed to have 2 sotong balls, 2 cream puffs and a cup of milk tea.
for some reason..i find kiwi looks abit like our 5B peh hor =X
display of love from ming tak(he loves to whip dar's ass with his underwear and enjoyed being whipped by dar using the towel,sry,he's not my counterpart..i dun noe him well)
But it was good enough from keeping me hungry for a period of time.
Dar came down with his stuffs and ate abit too.
den he went to take pictures with his cabin mates and division mates,helped him to take few pics also and his sergeants and officers also came up to congratulate him.
All were very proud of him being able to pass out from his bmt.
hehe...needless to say,i was feeling more than the word proud.
i cant explain what i was feeling,but i can only use my broken english to say,the feeling was beyond the word proud.
Throughout the 9 weeks of his bmt,i know that he was into alot of stress but he really put his upmost effort into his pt,swimming,soc,boat rowing,lectures,rifles range and tests.
Aside from all those harash trainings,he did had his share of fun too...and i find that i also had a part to play in his bmt life too.
All the while,dar's physical wasnt up to standard as most of my fitter guy friends and brother.To them,passing their napfa test is a breeze and they didnt have to put in much effort to do it. To me,his safety is more important than being able to complete his physical test in a short time.Due to his health problems when he was a kid,pushing himself more would trigger to life danger.So i would always tell him every night not to stress himself on his running,so long he have done his best is good enough.Though if there's any improvement or longer personal time for that day due to the good work,i'll consider that as a bonus for us.
And i didnt had the guts to sat everything out..so would rather type what i've told twin on sat nite lah..
One of dar's officer,Adrain was dying to meet his parents.
When he saw them,he kept complimenting and praising dar with his good & positive attitude even though he was quite weak when he first recruit.
This officer kept a look out for him and even helped him as much as he could whenever dar has a problem.
The touching and surprising part was he even told his parents about dar wanting to call me during his confinement period.
(the sgt fei-bian bao toh'd to adrain appreantly)
Though the officer teased him and all that,i didnt care lah...all i noe was,i wanted to give a big kola to dar but restrained myself as his parents are around and he's in uni.(and i felt my ears hot from embarrassment,bleh)
During the 1st 2 weeks of the confinement period,dar's call was everything to me.Though i stayed up till quite late just to wait for the call,but i was happy enough even i received any sms from him.To me,a call or an sms is considered a bonus coz of the time constrain and all that inside.I treasure every phone call coz to me,the call means his thoughts of wanting to hear me and listen to my day at work and my longing.(i know this part is damn mushy and all that,but i'm just saying wht came to my mind at that point of time,so read at ur own risk)
After all the chat from the officers,we were ready to set off to the 11.30 bus.Unfornately it was raining and were so lucky to have big umbrellas from the ppl.And we didnt get wet at all!^^
on the shuttle bus
After taking the bus to tanah merah,we cabbed back to dar's house and slack till late afternoon before going to white sands to have out late lunch.
one of the last few shots with my botak
resting on botak
Were having a long discussion about what to eat,from macs to burger king and i said that we'll cfm end up at kfc.
Ture enough..when we were outside kfc,dar saw the spicy drumlets and i was laughing so hard.
me: hahahaha!! told ya we'll end up at kfc
dar: eeeh!!not fair,you bully me.why must they come up with the spicy drumlets after so long?
me: lols..*pull him inside kfc*
And we settled with my meltz meal and dar's fillet meal with spicy drumlets.
damn...de drumlets are so damn hot sia!!! %**&*&$%^#%!!!!!
After a heaty meal at kfc..walk ard white sands and then was abt to go to the mrt tat time,dar says he wans to go home & take his psp.
and we went back,his parents and sis were home also...LOL!
i delayed my meeting time with dora to 7 and dar acc me to tampines by mrt before he go to changi airport for his dinner.
met dora & debbie at tm LJS.due to my overly stuffed kfc in my tummy,i pronounced stuffed at LJS and went to get the skin on potato chips whereas the sisters share a combo meal.
My plan was to laze ard at starbucks initally and the younger one insisted to accompany her home..wth...
So i screwed up at her place in the end.told ya..dun make me go to the place i wouldnt want le ma.i screwed up le lo.thanks man.
And i dun think i want to meet her for a time being lah.felt damn pai seh over wht i did,wasnt thinking straight that day too...
i felt i rly acted like a kid for doing that,ok lah,now i made a bad impression in her family le.sian.
And then i went home abt 11,slp and woke up like 845 liddat.
but then,i dun think i can run away from all these for long lah..coz i found the present i got for dora on my book shelf,guess i still have to face her sooner or later,but meanwhile i still need to go back to my comfort zone to ease myself before i am ready to face what i need to face.
王心凌 cyndi
原來這才是真的你
我关了手机 用力地深呼吸
告诉我自己 没有什么了不起
就当我和你 演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系 也许是我太年轻
不懂你要的关心 并不只是一对一
才会伤害自己 爱情过了保险期
就像玩腻的游戏 不想再要一对一
可是没有耐心
原来这才是真的你 无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语 偶尔又选择逃避
自做聪明
原来这才是真的你 习惯演戏
随时在磨砺演技 忘了什么叫做珍惜
你想找谁合演对手戏 这是你的权利
就让你自己决定
虽然泪水淹没了眼睛 我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停 不再受委屈
ho～wo～ho～
this song is so call my fave song,i find cyndi wang sang this song full of emotion and put it on blog,here's de lyrics.
10:15 am;
Friday, 14 September 2007
title:{office fight + sian}
i'm sian now...
nth much to do today..
but glad its friday also...finally can feel relax as the weekend comes.
but den i dun feel relax for one thing..
that is tmr.
yah lah..dar's pop is tmr,i should be damn excited.
but den thinking of wht to do in the evening after dar go to his dad's side to celebrate his sis's birthday for dinner give me headache.
i dunno wht to do after that le..
was initally of planning of having a celebration at tarco bell or sth coz i am craving for queesadilla again.of course..the cheese fries with lotsa chicken meat.
but now i have no mood to think of that le.
just let the queesadilla and cheese fries and mountain dew go into the bubble of my brain bah.
and its like so last min to ask anyone out to accompany me for dinner.
and if i go home,i'll feel so sian of going out again and mummy sure will neh neh neh de lo.
not trying to blame anyone for that,but i just feel quite terrible of eating alone.
maybe shld try to self entertain if i rly gotta eat alone.
like keep hynotising myself that i'm single i'm single while i'm eating.
try to look ard for any hunks to make my eyes feel better while eating...err,pray hard i wont see any nerds or 'guys-who-look-like-raymond' that wanna act cool or handsome.else,there goes my dinner on their face.
and i called shundel in the toilet..she ask me not to think so much,maybe any good might happen tmr leh,i nv noe.
but wht i noe is..if i am really ditched for dinner tmr nite,i'll go and ask shundel to treat me chicken wings le.
at least chicken wings can ease my emotional depression.
coz tmr she's working in ikea mah.hah!
m'sia ger & storeman got into a big quarrel in the afternoon.woooot~~
first time to witness such a big fight,bo bian lah m'sia ger damn fierce one lo.
i start to pity on her husband & son le.
apparantly wad happened was the storeman has already moved the box of goods to our office in case the customer wants it and he put at the stock area.
then m'sia ger didnt see and went down to move another box of the same goods up.
when she took the invoice to let me scan that time i noticed she was huffing and puffing so i asked her why is she breathing so heavily.
she said that she just moved a box of goods up,den i ask her where's de storeman,she replied that he dunno go where.(her face was black le)
so after i sign the invoice,next moment was m'sian ger's voice shouted across the office le.
somemore the customer was also present.
m'sian ger: someone dunno how to do his job,make me carry such a heavy box up.
storeman: you never see properly arh,i had already put right over there.
m'sian ger: just now call the store you never pick up the phone,you dunno how to pick up the phoen arh?!
storeman: i went out to delivery some goods wad, you dunno how to see meh?
m'sian ger: dont everytime sit ard and do nothing ok! how i noe whether u went to pick up goods or what.everytime see you sit at your table do nothing.
storeman: wad i do nothing?!
m'sian ger: without you we can also do the stuffs,you go home lah you!dont come here and sit ard!!
storeman: you think i dont want to go back arh?!
m'sian ger: go lah!! go!! no one is stopping you to leave!
the m'sian ger went to tend to the customer.
so damn ps lo...quarrel in front of customer somemore.wth they all,spoil company image.
and the after some time,my boss called and while she was talking to me that time,they start WW3 again..wtf,i cant even hear what my boss was saying lo and had to cover one side of my ear while trying hard to increase the phone volume.
and after the call..the storeman went back to the store and m'sian ger complaint on the phone abt the storeman not doing his job.
and i went down to collect letters that time the storeman told me his side of the story.and he said that the m'sian ger dun see the goods and any o how move another box up,go tire herself for nothing and den go and shout at ppl.
i do admit tat m'sian ger is quite a 泼妇 (shrewd),i hope her husband can tame her..but i guess its quite hard le..LOL.
i'll pray hard that today will pass fast fast..got to do some shoppings before i get home!
11:25 am;
Thursday, 13 September 2007
title:{deep in coma}
wed: nth much happened at work.
and time pass damn fast coz of lotsa things to do.
opened wrong chq to one supplier coz we had aldry paid them starting of de mth le and this amt i'm suppose to pay them next mth.haiz.
discussed with xin yan abt mummy's bdae celebration at night and i have to confirm on dar's booking in after his hols.
waited for his call...
and seems that he had a tiring day too so we didnt talk in de end,ended up smsing.
at least i noe he has no idea of how is he booking back rather than knowing nothing.
hopefully can settle this stuff asap..
was actually thinking of having a big grp where all of us bring our partner along..but den mummy hasnt gt a partner yet..=(( dun wanna make her feel left out too.
and i'm also scared that our partners will not be very sociable to each other also.but i'm confident of my partner coz he's a gemini..LOL..too talkative,later the others gets too crazy over his usual crazy influx.sighs*
(to the gemini: so u shld be glad that i can tahan ur sais.heh.)
and den at nite,mummy bought de chin cao.
cut myself while cutting the chin cao,hopefully dey didnt taste blood in the bowl of chin cao. =X
but den de chin cao taste horrible lah!!!one big tub for 3 bucks but taste abit sour.
(dunno is it due to my blood??)XP
wad a diapointment man...
and after eating our share...we threw the leftover away.
i dun fren chin cao le..
made me so happy for one min & disappointed de next.
my effort gone to waste of all the cuttings..and my poor little finger donated blood inside the bowl too..
thurs:
talked to shundel on my way to work.
she told me a bad news,she wasn't PREGNANTED,so i couldnt be her baby's god-ma le. :((
shundel: ay i tell u a bad news.
me: wad?
shundel: you cant be my kid's god-ma le
me: (still half asleep mode,i tod she gt pregnanted.) WHAT?!(then relaxed and rewind in my mind wht she just said.) oh...*disappointed tone*
shundel: you understand anot?
me: yah lah...*glances over the person sitting beside me if he was evedropping* you already that one le ma..(i hope de person who was sitting beside me wouldnt be thinking that she has done tat le bah.)
shundel: yah..i tell u hor,very painful leh!2 days of cramp ah!
me: omg...den how?mc arh?
shundel: today de 2nd day lor...no la,nv work la coz got send by my company to attend a course and today's de last day le.later still got test arh.
me: alamak..den how sia??
shundel: open book test lah,so shld be quite okay.
me: oh..anyway next time i see him hor,i'll scold him not doing his duty.
shundel: *in a blur state* who is him?
me: your hubby lah..he nv do his job well to mk u pregnant,den i cannot be ur baby's god-ma.
shundel: ahahahahaha!!
me: i'll ask him to save up more and do it one shot the next time.
shundel: *shocked* 你这个恶心的女人!(you disguisting woman!)still one shot!
me: wad..rly mah *rofl*
okies..that's abt it.
and we start 38-ing abt some other stuffs...abt a beautiful ger in her course,de skin damn fair and figure damn good and she's damn chio....
BUT she is damn short.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
so god was fair after all.
den shundel say luckily de ger shorter than her,at least got abit of (mental console). XD
that woman's rly optimistic man..lol,if i'm her i would had said that too..ahahaha..
and den she told her bf abt de ger also..and ask if he want to choose one more time,would he go after a slimmer ger instead.and he said,he'll see abt it.
den she proceed to ask more & more 肉麻(mushy) questions like,if one day i became very very fat,would u marry me?
and de bf says,of coz lah.
and that was another 心理安慰 for her again.LOL
guess de bf was thinking,so long its you can le.(heh..familiar phase?)
~~
and that preggy was off for the whole afternoon..but she didnt leave at 1pm which made me quite worried.i tod she didnt want to take her leave again...and i was feeling so sian after lunch lor.
at abt 2pm,she finally left the office le. *yays!!*
and it was slacking time for all of us.
no boss no supervisor.
heh...and so that's y i can blog in piece peace.
hmms..dar's gonna have his bbq party tonite..i'm happy for him.
oh yah..he's done with de 10 clic run this morn,surprising he didnt fall out..not bad ah,his running getting so much better also. i noe he's damn happy abt his running results. *cheers for u babe!*
hopefully there's lotsa crazy stuffs gg on leh...
cant wait to hear more abt it on sat wor..
aiyo..and his cabin mates to bao tou abt his 'throw face' things to me also..heh heh heh..
cfm one..coz there's kiwi and ming tak and alan ard.
so long that 3 musketters ard..there will be lotsa intruding and disturbs le.
okies...fryday better come fast fast.
my coma state is getting worse.
anyone come help me?
~ >.< ~
4:30 pm;