{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Thursday, 17 January 2008

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人生的最大遗憾莫过于

错误地坚持了不该坚持

的，轻易地放弃了不该

放弃的。

宋少字

你们有过相同的感觉吗?

无助；有心无力。。希望能够让心爱的人感到幸福，可惜

还没能给到幸福时，就被某些事给绊倒了。

所以要勇敢的去面对，再次站起来！！

呵。。好喜欢用中文写部落格嘞！！也希望从中提升从造

句子。。如果写错了，请多多包函。

写出来深藏心中的感受后，比较舒服。

这是属于我的天地，也是发泄的地方。

9:34 am;

Friday, 11 January 2008

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mind is in a blank.

i recalled a friend telling me on msn lately that when you are attached,your girl friends will slowly disappear.

is it true?

i dont really want to believe but i have to face the fact that they are kind of disappearing.

its hard to balance friendship and relationship.why cant both things blend with each other? i've always thought that i am mentally prepared for any changes to happen. i always thought that i have a mature mindset to do this and that.

however

i am not.

when things suddenly changed,i panic and start going into circles.i become indecisive and lost my natural compass to think logically.i suddenly realise that i cant keep things the same way as before,i get sensitive when they dont reply to my words.i keep thinking that they detest me,because i am no longer the 'single' me.i belong to another party.

i am a oschrid,who only knows how to run far away whenever they sense something is not right.

i kept quiet.but i try not to show that i am hurt.because i dont wish anyone to pity nor do i want to be wallow in self-pity and let the voice in my head snigger at me that i am such a loser,even simple things as friendship you can make it a mess

i am also a promise breaker.i break promise to the one i love and i blame on my indecisiveness.i promised that i will be home early to talk on the phone.hah...in the end the stupid indecisiveness hurts everyone.thank you so much.

9:38 am;

Wednesday, 9 January 2008

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SUNDAY:

went funan to see comp with toot toot before heading to kallang leisure park to "explore" the place.

guess kallang will be the next place i'll be hanging out at lo..they have k box,cinema & ice skating too!

and den we went down to cold storage at basement 1 to look around.i bought a japanese soda drink tt have a marble on the tip,de traditional drink tt will be sold at festivals during the older days in japan.the more traditional drink is in glass bottle but now is modified in plastic bottles but the design is still as the same as the glass bottle.

the marble on the top is to prevent the soda from gushing out and retains the air in soda by air pressure.to think of such a way,japanese are smart,arent they?

japan marble soda drink

the top of the bottle

gotta pop the marble into the soda before drinking.
but stupid me didnt react by lifting my hands from the bottle after i pop the marble into the soda and some soda "exploded" from my hand.=P

after exploding the leisure park,took bus 7 to kembangan coz i wana birng dar to eat the hokkien mee tt fei & bao bought to me tt time.dunno is i suay or not...it was closed.there goes my chicken wings le.

so we walk back,still thinking of what to eat when we walk past Chong Pang and i suggested why not have our dinner here since the claypot looks nice.

and dar told me that this shop is the main shop coz they have a branch that is damn famous in bedok north blk 511.

the herbal mee sua is one of the famous dish and he told me tt once 8pm its hard to get seats at bedok le.LOL

we ordered a mee sua,xiao bai cai & claypot mixed pig organs
2 person cant finish so much food,coz by the time i finished the mee sua,i'm half fulled.shld have shared rice with dar and i can eat lesser.

toot toot seems to be enjoying the food

mee sua rock!

the total bill was $21.80 since we had ordered drinks each individually.
my mee sua: $3.50
clay pot mixed pig organs: $9

i forgot how much is the xiao bai cai,rice & drink le..hahaha!but $9 for tt claypot is reasonable lah!since its so tasty.

9:19 am;

Monday, 7 January 2008

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out with elaine on saturday!

our first time girls day out without any other ppl,just both of us..lols!

met at orchard before going to far east to get my chain,but in the end coz elaine,the shopcaholic looked through every shop that we walked past and then we spent the next few hours at far east.

she got her formal cum casual dress and her pouch.

ate chippy's beer battered fish and had passion summer.

about 6 we walk to taka,intro her the peppermint brownie

1st shot..

elaine: not very nice leh..i didnt smile,again again!!
me: ok..

tried again...

elaine: ok..nice.. *bites on brownie*

she loves it..

elaine: *stun face* hmmmmm!!! so yummy so yummy!!!
me: ok ok lah..
elaine: its awesome!!so heavenly!!its so nice,why you dont like brownie?
me: dunno..dun like means dun like lo..
elaine: this brownie is so nice lo!! *in her own world*

and den we went in cold storage to get some drinks...intro elaine some soft baked cookies i ate tt time..yummys!!

the chocolate cookie

and den we make out way to heeren,and along th way elaine got abit crazy (i think due to the brownie she had ba..) she keep saying xie xie ni,xie xie ni for introducing such a heavenly thing to me..

and de passer bys keep looking at us..if only i could ditch her at a side and walk off...evil thoughts...hahaha

dunno why leh,so hyper over a piece of brownie,guess on her 21st i get her a piece if brownie can liao la!wakakakakakaka!!

went heeren,got my converse shoe..finally used up the $10 voucher that dar gave me for christmas!

side pic

the inner sides

closer side pic

limited edition wor!

den went up to a accessory shop to get a ring..elaine got tempted also..hahahas!

got our "couple" rings..

and when we went down de escalator we were very into our rings
me: yay!we look like couples le..
*a lady from the escalator turned to look at us and tried not to laugh out*
elaine: yah lo yah lo!! *admiring the ring still*
me: shit la..dun say so loud,ppl might mistake us as les hor..shhhh
and dunno why we started laughing...

and when we walk down the escalator,the lady's boyfriend turn to us and gave us a apologetic look.

1 whole day of walking without stopping makes me feel damn tired..i dunno where elaine got her energy from seh..i can die from shopping for 2 hours..and i didnt know how i survived tt few hours at far east...seriously...

during train ride to tampines..

too tired to smile...

again...

and the impatient thing (elaine) keep asking where are we heading since we took train to tampines..until we got up the free shuttle bus to ikea den she realise we are going to ikea.LOL!

she loves the food..

good spag,gppd chicken wings & goooodddd mosse!!

intro her the chicken wings and choc mosse,haha..my 2 favourite food in ikea when working there!heart the chicken wings lah!

i'm thinking of working back at ikea again when i start school...hoho..

cheers to choc mosse!

ikea got lotsa stars lamps lah!!!i wana get!!

i want to fill my room with lotsa lotsa lotsa starssssss!!!

elaine: hope u had fun out on sat! u are damn hyper lah!LOL..but hope we can have fun out again..hahahas!

1:51 pm;

Thursday, 3 January 2008

title:{countdown!!}

31st december 2007

out with dar whole day & den went home for dinner before going to city hall to join xiuling,elaine,becky & yh at marina square.

made a new friend,rebecca,elaine's good friend.& den we walk around marina square before going out to take pictures outside starbucks.and damn!that day i wore de same top de one i wore for the eve,i dun wana mk them think i have this top only!

with rebecca (elaine's fren)

actually i wanted us to pose up,down,middle,left & right,but all de poses are kinda in a mess...lol!

becky seems to enjoy it..=D

elaine was envious that becky was hugged & kissed by me,so she pulled me and ask me to pose the same as i did for becky...

dont say i didnt warn ur ah!!

hahahahahaha!!!

yh's face looks hiliarious!!

and so is xl's..no wonder they are a couple

yh: first time i see sadako with specs on leh!
xl: *hits yh's arm*

and then toot toot came..& we started entertaining the rest as usual.and as usual we fought as if no one is watching.

go away u smelly mocha frap! XD

kena caught..

serves toot toot right for bullying me..wakakakaka!!

later on 3 more guys joined us..

the guys advertising for macs & starbucks

ka jiao lah both jeremys!!

this pose is quite r21...everyone got a shock actually..LOL!

everyone loves to touch jeremy's ~~breast~~ chest

dar: mama,ji xiong hao chi

play until shag liao..

2 couples

15 mins before the countdown starts,rebecca went home.and after few mins me & dar left..we kinda count down on the train itself..LOL!

and also sadly,we saw a young girl in the end of the 2-seater carriage crying after 12am..guessed she just had a broke up or something,but well,heop that girl will cheer up coz it means starting of a brand new relationship awaiting for her!=D

1st jan 2008

went to suntec to collect birthday cake for my bro.

making a wish..he wish for very long sia...

den start talking coz we all complaint he wish for too long le..LOL!!

11:23 am;

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Went to punggol for smarteens programme with bao,fei & lydia.Punggol is really a 狗不拉屎,鳥不生蛋的地方 (translation in chinese:dog cannot shit,bird cant lay egg place) which is like an isolated place where u cant see much people living.

and our dear ah bao took so much groceries with her when i met her.oh yes before that wld like to blog abt de lucky thing i encountered.i took cab to punggol as i was running out of time & when i reached punggol,i my cab fare was $7.80 and i only had a $50 note with me.The driver who apparantly just paid his cab rental fee had no short change with him and he asked me to go to some shops or maybe ask passer-by to change to smaller notes.

and i saw this well dressed man with some big skater strapped on his shoulder and i ask if he had any smaller notes for my $50,he checked his wallet & his wife/girlfriend's and said no,den he gave me $6 and ask is it enough for my cab fare,i replied its $7.80 and he said that he'll take over my cab fare for me. den he went to de cab where i sat and told de driver to take them to Punggol Marina and will take over my cab fare.whooooooooo~~!!

so i had free cabbing in the end lo..and happily went to the meeting place where i'm meeting them.but i was 20 mins early so i called toot toot & shared the news with him.

our ms Ne-Za

asking for directions

punggol is so isolated...

punggol mrt stn + interchange

that's the bus stop where the holiday charlet camp is located (OBS carpark)

and here is the holiday charlet camp

though everything looks old..but we had fun.

and made a new friend,Yi Liang...

he's damn spontaneous lah!except the part when we play captain papaya i was smeared with papaya all over me he ran away coz he was afraid of getting dirty =.=" but well,we clicked off quite well coz he's quite a friendly guy & easy to talk to also.too bad i didnt get to sleep overnight there else i'll be talking to him the whole night!

and i kinda pity the poor fella coz he'll be targeted by ah bao & fei when i'm away.hahaha..& next day i went back to the camp fei excitedly showed me the pictures they took him while he was asleep.HAH!who ask him to have such 粉嫩(soft & delicate) face lah!worse than mark!!

maybe he's thinking: i've got such a 粉嫩 face not my fault wad,blame on my parents lah,粉嫩 also get bullied...%*^*%&%(*)&^!!!!!LMAO

for all yao guis out here...

9:33 am;