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Thursday, 22 November 2007

title:{happy birthday to me}

had dinner at kooshin-bo jap buffet at suntecs last nite for my early celebration.
my mum had pms...she kp saying fuck ur mother in cantonese for 3 times while queuing coz its damn packed.

oh yes,she said why didnt i reach this place to queue earlier.and my dad joins in & say tt wht have i been doing after work which took me so long to arrive.

hello?!i end work at 6pm leh,and walking to suntec with so many ppl tks some time wad,still got traffic police stationing between chimes and raffles city traffic junction..wth!

and for 20 years of my life nv heard her say that so frequently & dad keep asking her not to think so much & relax.

well..i understand lah,how to relax when u are pissed off and hungry at the same time coz of the queue,coz my bro & gf haven arrive yet,taking such a long time.

but quite lucky,we got to sit down at 7.50pm. so it ends all that grumblings..cant talk to her whenever she blow her top..& i'm feeling 1 kind inside coz dar locked his keys in his cabin locker again & i have no idea how to help him when he ask me can i come down to pass him the extra key.

so in the end,i suggested breaking the lock & i think have to get him a new lock that only can lock when keys are inserted.

we had the alaska crab cold served..yummys!!

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are u drooling??

are u?? XD

no hands to tk pic while eating..coz limited to 120mins for wed ladies nite $26.80++

lols..dun think the wrong way,juz trying to tell ur this fried prawn is v long & how i eat it..

that's how the REAL crab stick looks like..

they have lotsa desserts..& here are the random ones

from clockwise position are the tiramisu and mango pudding (thumbs up!!),a piece of dark choc,chin cao,choc eclairs,piece of strawberry cake & a piece of peach + orange flavored white choc.

when i came back with my plate of desserts,my bro & gf (wan hua) lit up a candle on top of a tiramisu. a make do cake juz to sing a bdae song for me..haha

think i was too happy till i accidently blow the candles off while clapping.

with the make-to-do cakes & desserts

and my mum the pms'd woman joins in

ok..1st shot with my desserts

ooohhh..i'm such a poser..wahahaha!!

with wan hua

my faves...

show u sth... see this!!

its actually eaten when i place this BIG piece of choc..heeho!

yes lah..lame...

took bus 133 and waited for the bloody 23 for a vvv long time..nearly didnt noe how did i got home..coz by de time i reached home,its near 11.30,woot!!

and tmd,rmb those stupid bites i told ur abt..its actually frm bed bugs.

BED BUGS!!!!
wthhhh...my bed sheet is changed frequently..how can there be bed bugs??!!

and the worst thing was..my bro and mum had no idea wht bed bugs are...=.=

i know what bed bugs are since v young after reading up on it.and my bro..a PHD student dunno wht de fuck is bed bug??!!

funny isnt it??

i almost fainted after he asked me wht is bed bugs.

oh well oh well..i gt pissed off and quickly tk de small brush and sweet those bloody lil black sesame alike stuff..

ugh..think i dun lk black sesame le..coz it made me think of bed bugs..*ewwwwiiieee*

so by the time i cleaned my room and bathe all that,its was almost 12.30am,woot...and 6 hrs of slp.

cfm si bei shag..

but no leh,morning i can still wake up and tk pics of the presents i received frm bro,wan hua & goatie..wahahaha!!

$20 vouchers from wan hua for "fave" oh yes..i can finally try manicure le..hmm..maybe some waxing or hair cut or get my eye brows trimmed..

(toot toot: yes,make up ur mind woman!!)

a nike sports top frm bro..maroon purplish pink...nt bad..

and lastly,frm my lil goatie..

and a lil card "Da Sao"
which makes me feel so old whenever she calls me that...*cries*
yes..i am 20 le..no longer a teenager..

walau..so old..20..but they say its the start of the happening things in ur lifetime once u hit 2 in front.

shall look forward to my 20+ years & see got wad good happenings anot.

PS: Happy birthday to ben also..sms'd him this morn,hope he rec'd it. but he haven wish me!! *pouts*

10:56 am;

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

title:{}

last night had dinner at vivo with mummy..

met up 6.45pm at harbour front station.i was early..hees.
when my mum reached,we walk around abit before proceeding to Kim Gary HK Cafe.

And after the dinner and chit chattings,we walk to Daiso and look ard...and shit,i shldnt have tempted my mum with the $2 reasonings that she becam super crazy & stayed at the hsop for the next 2 hours (at least!!) until i had to drag her out of the place when they kp announcing that they will be closing the shop in 5 mins time.

when we stepped into the train,mum sat down and i was quite unkind coz i started starring at this:

looks like having a throat-trusting dream..
(ooohhh..i'm cuming~)

okie..sounds damn R21.

and out of curiousity,my mum turned her head and was a lil taken aback..den she started asking me to tk pics..its it not me hor!!! *innocent eyes*

and for the rest of the journey..i kp wondering to myself how many flies can i throw into her mouth and whether anyone is interested to shoot into it..

And when we reached home,it was abt 11 and i only had to talk for abt 10mins with dar.

saw this while browsing at some blogs..
quite accurate leh!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

10:27 am;

Sunday, 18 November 2007

title:{}

16 nov

had ~~suckie~~ sakae sushi on fri nite coz bro bought a stack of voucher with his HSBC credit card.

mum,dad and i were not very enthu after a few plates of shushi coz everything seems the same..haiz,my cheapo bro,cant he buy other sushi restaurant's voucher and nt get this suckie thingy coz its cheap using HSBC card??!!

but anyways we had to force ourselves to be heavily pregnanted coz it'll be a waste if we dont help him finish up his voucher.

to help with tat,dad ordered the curry don and i ate a plate of red dish,(4.50 ++)

and damnit!!!

the scallope sushi is not even fresh,i could taste those stinky stale meat when i took a bite on the scallope..

and i tod i had rotten corpse,hahaha..make me think of the hk movie i watched years back,some bio chemical stuff which made the humans become zombie,and feed on human flesh after they get infected (yes,the zombies looks just like the ones in resident evil)

okie lah.i shall not go on further with my wild imaginations coz its only a piece of stale scallope..

and when we stack all the plates up..(no counting the zenu soba nad curry don we had ordered.)

for 4 person's share..this is not much

my dad rox in this pic,he looks like he's having a headache after seeing the plates topped up (actually he was just scratching his forehead)

mum and bro laughed when they saw this picture...
while my bro went to settle the bills,went to shop & save with mum & dad to get rice and when we came out with me carrying the 2 sacks of rice in my arms and my mum says i look like i'm carrying twins..wtf??!!

think my mum is getting deprived for grand children..time to hint my bro to work hard b4 his army starts to expire. =X

17 nov

toot toot came over to fetch me for lunch at macs before gg to his hse to get his stuffs ready..

& tmd..his bag smells one kind sia..all the wet undergarments and socks inside the bag the smell evok my nose when i open the bag for him..*poison'd*

and i was kind to remind him to bring some plastic bags to put in all his damp clothings.dunno leh,toot toot seems unconcerned & said tt his bag will be ok aft a while..hopefully i dun get poisoned by his bag when i open it up again..

and off we set to jurong swimming complex,i wanted to go there again after gg with ah bao,rene,jing yi and dar after graduation.

the slides are fun lah~~...but the toilets are quite old and dirty..compare with the ones at tampines swimming complex,but den the revamped one at tampines swimming complex sucks. the slides are onli for kids..hello!!! that is the tax payers money leh,why cant revamp like the ones at jurong swimming complex?? den we can save on time & transport fee to jurong le ma.

but we alight at the wrong stop,lakeside which we were supposed to get off at chinese garden and walk from there.

after walking for some time..i realised the boon lay way looks different (boon lay way is a long stretch of road) and i decided to call jing yi for help(tat time i can see dar's face getting sian & he started asking if i am walking at the wrong direction) in the end resolved by taking bus 180 for 3 stops.

reminder: jurong swimming complex is at CHINESE GARDEN MRT STATION!!

we reached the swimming complex abt 5.30pm,changed and get our floats after discussing when we see the ppl having their floats to play the slides.

and without wasting any of our precious time..we hurried to the "river" and dump ourselves in for a round before proceeding to the slides.

after playing a few slides..i suggested for the wave pool.

nearly zao geng'd!!
i didnt tie my bikini tight and when i pull myself into the float,the right side of my bikini slipped out & my nipple showed itself for a second,luckily i looked down immediately and cover before adjusting my bikini in water.

damn it man...i didnt noe if the life guard saw anot..or those black ti ko pehs at the side of the pool saw anything..too embarrassed to move actually & i tod dar would realise and come over...

no...he didnt. he swam around my float and hit it twice. (gers,pls understand ur bf,dey are insensitive animals even though at times dey are still sensitive to ur needs)

when i told him tat i zao geng'd he looked around and say casually,"aiyah,i didnt see anyone saying anything & everything looks fine wad,dun worry lah.." and swam away.

=.=" hey!!!i need some reassurance from u ok!!! not some casual remarks abt it..walau eh!!! i wan to faint le..and yes,toot toot is really toot when this kinda things happen.he will only get my hint when i say everything straight out..

in the end i still ham chi,didnt say anything but i waddled over to hug him instead.he din think of hugging me to assure me,i'll go over to hug to reassure myself. (yes..it feels so one-sided suddenly)

when i told goatie on msn abt this,she was like BEN DAN!!!(stupid)

i bet she feels more shag than me knowing her farmer can be such a toot in this kind of situation.hah!

met lina and her boyfriend,sam at the pool as well..
lina saw me first,and me i was still thinking for abit if it was her coz i din wear specs!

lina: chun!!
me: lina?! hey!!
lina: what u doing in jurong,arent u suppose to be in tampines?
me: dun say me,u oso shld be in tampines lo..
lina: hahahaha...what time u come?
me: about 5.30 liddat..
lina: i just come onli leh..
me: ohh..nv get a float?
lina: floats are only for kids =D

nvm arh..this shows i have childhood wad..& haveing a float means i look like a kid,yay!! i like looking like a kid coz this shows i have a baby-face..(quite out of point,irrelevant..but nvm) my whole point is,i still want to look like a kid.

and we went to play the slides for the last few times before heading to vivo city to have dinner since dar suggested it.

when we came out from the bath room,dar told me that ced gave him a few missed call and when he called back,ben answered & ask if we are free to come over to alex's place.

i was quite reluctant to face them,but i noe i have to even though i didnt expect it to be so soon. and went to the kfc to have our dinner,i ordered the pan personal pizza meal,$5.95($6.40 aft 7%)

but i cant finish it and left half the personal pizza coz i kop'd the popcorn chicken frm dar and ate half his mash potato.shared the coconute pie i bought with him.

took train back to tampines and throughout the whole journey we talk,and he reassure me that ced wont dare to say anything when he's around.

and we reached alex's place about 9+,ben was the one who opened the door for us..and as usual the fatboy(alex) had fondue party with them!!

ced was lying on alex's bed and writing down the items for the christmas charlet he is planning for. he talked to me casually..and keep asking me for ideas,and if i will be there all that.

den ben was lying on his stomach playing ced's phone..and i just casually commented that ben's ass is quite flat..den ced start his nonsense liao..he use the end of the paper fan and poke ben's ass and adding a twist in it which made ben jumped..yes,my poor twin..he got own'd.

and nobody brought up anything abt the last week's msn convo,guess they just let it be & let it go ba. and ben said he was very busy with his fire station stuffs since its coming to the end of the year and has lotsa stuffs to do. which was why he cant contact us so frequently. but he said he wld try to make it for our birthday dinner on the 24th.

that answer is good enough..really.

and i got bored and started taking pictures...

trying to capture a emo pic at alex's room..lols,goatie says i look like i'm at some tattoo parlour (do i look like those kind who will paint myself with needles? i'm scarec of pain..though i used to think of getting a tattoo)

i cant believe this!!! my twin has such sexy legs,it looks so smooth under lights..wtf is wrong with guys these days.

about 10.53,i called home and informed my parents i'll be home late,bro answered the phone & he heard me wrongly when he asked where i am.then minutes later my mum called and ask me where am i & she start saying that i have fickle answer about my location all that.

conclusion: she isnt happy about me coming home after 11pm.

and when i reached home my bro said she went down to pick me up but she missed me.so bro went down to find her. when my mum reached home..we had a massive quarrel.

summarised: she dun like me to be home late, i wish she can stretch my time and be more flexible.

18 Nov

dad have to go back to hk for uncle's funeral.
and i din slp till 4.15am coz i spent the rest of the night online & on the phone with dar coz he got his stupid guard duty on sunday & will be leaving for camp in the morning 6am. woooot!! this is life...

and woke up about 12pm for lunch,washed the dishes before going out to meet my dad up to give him the lunch we prepared.

and den my dad ate his lunch while mum & i went to t2 to get some stamps.
after lunch,my dad asked me to go one corner with him & he told me not to shout at my parents next time no matter how mad i was.

well..i knew its wrong lah,but i am the type that will erupt when i get mad den i will simmer down. the quick temper that comes fast and goes fast.

3pm,my dad left and i head to safra to make reservations for the birthday dinner next sat before going home while my mumwent giant tampines to shop.

the rest of the day was spent on animations & junkies...

and tmr nite will be meeting my mum for dinner at vivo after work!! XD

yes..i had gd hair that day..so let me zi lian abit can?

10:06 pm;

Friday, 16 November 2007

title:{}

been trying to find a suitable blogskin since i step into the office le.
seems like there isnt that really mk me feel its very nice & worth putting..haiz..i'm a choosy person and always make sure things will be perfect when i want it done.

sometimes a perfectionist...

but most of the times a any-how-also-can kind of person...

contridicting right??

yays!!tmr going to jurong swimming pool with dar le..heeho..so long nv play there le..and i really nd a place to relax man..hahaha!!

tonite going to sushi teh to have dinner with family & bro's gf..hees.coz bro bought voucher for sushi teh & yummy!!!cant wait to eat lotsa lotsa nice hand rolls and soft shell crabs tonite..so cannot eat so much during tea time..cannot dun eat also else de tummy will feel bloated.

aiyo...eat so much,next day nd to wear bikini..=.="
i can imagine the bouncing fats in my tummy when i wear bikini tmr..*cries*

and i have heat rash all over my body..think i'll scare ppl off tmr also..>.< so how sia??!!

i'll try to see what i can do lah..but den i need sunblocks.
else u'll see the very very very tan me that is!

10:53 am;

Thursday, 15 November 2007

title:{}

Happy 1st anniversary to us!!

feel like changing my blogskin le..lols..but it'll take some time coz i dun have much time as i'm si bei busy at work...

and so much things in my mind..blah..

this week is a happening week..and i shall complaint my hearts content..thinking of puting this as a public blog again coz i dun wan to cause trouble for my friends to access password whenever they wanna read the blog & poor dar,he keeps asking for the password even though i have pasted the password on his monitor. =.="

guys are just so blind nowadays...lolssssss

yesterday,stupid m'sia ger is a blind bitch!!she didnt see the cheque and look for the invoice i wrote behind the cheque and just give the cheque to the supplier away when its suppose to give today..stupid lah she!!

and den still can say i nv tell her all that,for fuck if i wrote the inv numebr behind,u blind one hah!dun even bother to see,flip de cheque also so lazy to flip,how u do work one hah??!!

only noe how to say ppl when u are SO DAMN BLOODY BLIND and this has not happened the first time liao leh..tat time she quarrelled with the storeman coz of her blindness..maybe i shld give her a blind man's cane for her upcoming birthday,Dec 6th..LOLS...but then tat day i have to tk off so well...nvm,me not bothered to do anything also!!WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

the worse is,she dun admit its her fault also..wtf rite?but it woakays..anyways i'll be finishing this contract soon also..i only care abt the money,lalalalalala~~

second thing...
still feeling quite mo ming qi miao about ben's behaviour recently...
he didnt ans me back on msn & phone calls when i asked him whether he had duty on the 24th.i wanted to know if he will be free to celebrate his belated birthday (our birthday is on same date) with me too.

but den he didnt seem to reply those sms & calls.and i am trying hard to figure out what is happening to him..i dont remember doing anything that annoyed him coz the last time i've seen him was 3 weeks back & helping him for his test in the fire station.

i'm gald he passed the test and i dunno why after that he became emo after he wrote on his nick he's depressed and felt humiliated after sth horrible happened to him at the station.

until now still dunno wht happened to him.but i wonder will these resolve soon???
& sat morning msned with ced,he said that the guys dun like me and even dar noes bt he didnt say.

den clarify with dar & he says er's no such thing & also went msn to clarify with alex.de latter also said he didnt even noe such a thing & he has no time to dislike someone when he have so many things to do.but he ended off by saying dun care wadeva ced says,coz its irrlevant.

i bottled everything up..and cried last nite..feel so depressed.dar cant book out on fri nite..only on sat afternoon & sun he has guard duty.so which means i can meet him up for half a day.i wanted to let him have some quality time with him mum who was missing her son badly and on mon she called me during work and told me abt the dad who was upset tat he bombed his hp bill & ask me nt to mentioned to dar coz she doesnt wan him to get too upset also.

den she ask me to try talking to dar & ask him to use his hp quota wisely.well,in the end i told dar everything and we'll just pretend he din noe abt de hp bill bombed.
(u can say i'm stupid to tell him wadeva de mum ask me nt to,bt i find tat i shld be honest to him since i want him to noe wht he has done.)

if only he can bk out earlier,i can still give some time for the mother & son to talk things out as i dun like to give his mum de idea i-am-hogging-ur-son-and-i-dun-let-u-see-him-when-he-bks-out kind of gf.

i have also planned to spent a quality time with my mum on sunday too..planned to bring her to vivo city tat kim gary hk cafe to try the stuffs out,& of coz i will treat her!

den mummy ask can i accompany her for some new water thingy in the morning 10am b4 we set off to vivo,i am okay with it la..hahaha..hopefully i can have a gd time with my mum.but i noe i have to put in more effort coz i noe one time outing is not gonna work.

though i dun talk much to my mum,i dun want to let her have a idea that i am a spending-time-with-my-bf-all-the-time-&-i-am-not-bothered-to-be-with-u daughter.
so wish me luck ok?

things are not getting easy ya...

last nite was skype-ing with ken when my cousin called,breaking the news of my uncle has passed away in the morning from lung cancer.i still had plans for visiting him early next year,but i guess we couldnt make it for the funeral though i want to attend it as a respect to see him for the last time.

i have no idea what is my dad's plan,since the uncle of ours is his elder brother-in-law.but i will definately go for the Qing Ming next year with my parents if i really missed out the funeral.

during dinner,my parents says they are applying for punggol new flats and hopefully will succeed coz my bro will be getting married in few years time.dad said he overheard me planning to buy my current house and ask whether i have enough money saved up to get installments,maybe i should start checking out how much i should save just for installment for my current house.

den he start saying that i should not be the only one to save up money,and he started counting for dar how many years we can actually set up a family of our own.

and this has been in my mind lately:that's how things work in real life,no such thing as romance that will last when u actually not financially stable to work things out.and marriage is something u will keep using money,get ur house,buy furniture,plan for children and their education.

so wake up my dear gals who are attached,if u are really serious to continue this relationship of urs to marriage,i suggest ur to go to the more practical way & start saving every cent & dun buy so much stuffs for urself & eat so expensive food,though i have weird ideas of bring lunch boxes when i go out with dar.

REALLY!!!but i didnt say out la..coz i have too much things to say whenever i am out with him till i forget abt it.

and i thought tat i can kill 3 birds with 1 stone if i can save money by bringing him home to eat,liddat can eat with my parents & also get to eat with him.

BUT then..its kinda ridiculous for me to bring him home for dinner every week lah!haiz..i dun rly lk to eat outside food at times coz

1)i have to pay (dont get me wrong..i dun nd him to pay for my share!)

2)i have to eat unhealthy food frm outside

3)i prefer home cooked food (but i am definately NOT the kind of HOUSE-WIFE type of ger!!!)

4)eat too much outside food i oso get sian...(coz i have to think of wad to eat the whole time & how much i'll be spending on the food!!)

5)& i feel more sian when i see my bank account getting lesser & lesser...

6)cant hit my target of saving a certain amt of money every month coz of de expenses!!!

7)i admit i sound damn KIAM lah..dun wan to spend on this & that..
(ur must be thinking: wtf!just rot urself at home lah,& make love with ur comp sua..how to pak tor liddat,like this also dun wan to spend on,that one also cannot..wad u wan woman??!!)

8) i am indeed horrible to think this way.

9) i want to buy a house when i reach 25!!!which is why i want to save the minimum installment for a house lor!

10) yes,its all i,me and myself for the 10 reasons...wahahaha!!but I dun care,coz i am a money face girl!! XDD

9:16 am;

Sunday, 11 November 2007

title:{st james night out}

shall talk abt the happening last nite..i mean this morning..lols..onli had 6 hours of sleep.

went to dar's hse..gave him his present..the fella dunno how to untie ribbons again.=.=" sadly din get to take that pic lah..sian..else u ppl will laugh ur heads off!!XD

okies..took the process of him opening the box & all tat...

opening the present..

not suppose to read everthing all at once u toot!there's number sequence for u to follow & read 1 by 1..*pengz*

drawing circles coz i told him that there's no more present liao..hahaha!

the constipated face...or rather very happy face?

he din realise the spoon is supposed to wash coz i just wrapped it with wrapping paper with the spoon sticking on the tag =.=

when i told him..he stopped eating immediately..

u noe wht is call table? *shag* & stop eating on de floor posing liddat!!

running away 1 corner to enjoy his chendol..lols

i can tell he likes it..wahahaha!!

& after all that unwrapping & washing up..we left & make our way to orchard.
then meet up with goatie for dinner..and had kfc.
then went starbucks to slack & talk.
and goatie intro me a sth nice & yummy from starbucks!!
choc fudge cookies!!!yummy!!(too bad too yao gui till forget to tk pic of it..)*bleh*
tat's y i always tell her..whenever i go out with her i end up devouring sinful food...look at those flabs at my tummy..walau eh!

jay chou's figurie outside heeren

goatie helping us take pics

abt 8.30pm,yun called me & ask me when am i coming down..told her i'll be down by 9.30 to join them.goatie took train with us & we parted at douby ghaut coz dar sending me to harbourfront stn before tking train to sengkang to tk bus home.

met up with the gers at vivo city sky garden.

the tix..

that's de drink coupon

a big penis devil doll pointing at u!!

wtf..de doll doesnt hv a penis..its being tied on a big banana using rubber band..its all the dirty minded tweety bird's idea!!

ok lah..overall though we didnt stay out whole night as promised but i kinda enjoyed myself some parts only..sighs,i wished i had ordered some nicer drinks than volka lime,tat's toooooo common!!!

next time i'll order de flame thingy i've seen...tat one seems vvv zai sia!!! XD

11:42 am;