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Thursday, 15 November 2007

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Happy 1st anniversary to us!!

feel like changing my blogskin le..lols..but it'll take some time coz i dun have much time as i'm si bei busy at work...

and so much things in my mind..blah..

this week is a happening week..and i shall complaint my hearts content..thinking of puting this as a public blog again coz i dun wan to cause trouble for my friends to access password whenever they wanna read the blog & poor dar,he keeps asking for the password even though i have pasted the password on his monitor. =.="

guys are just so blind nowadays...lolssssss

yesterday,stupid m'sia ger is a blind bitch!!she didnt see the cheque and look for the invoice i wrote behind the cheque and just give the cheque to the supplier away when its suppose to give today..stupid lah she!!

and den still can say i nv tell her all that,for fuck if i wrote the inv numebr behind,u blind one hah!dun even bother to see,flip de cheque also so lazy to flip,how u do work one hah??!!

only noe how to say ppl when u are SO DAMN BLOODY BLIND and this has not happened the first time liao leh..tat time she quarrelled with the storeman coz of her blindness..maybe i shld give her a blind man's cane for her upcoming birthday,Dec 6th..LOLS...but then tat day i have to tk off so well...nvm,me not bothered to do anything also!!WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

the worse is,she dun admit its her fault also..wtf rite?but it woakays..anyways i'll be finishing this contract soon also..i only care abt the money,lalalalalala~~

second thing...
still feeling quite mo ming qi miao about ben's behaviour recently...
he didnt ans me back on msn & phone calls when i asked him whether he had duty on the 24th.i wanted to know if he will be free to celebrate his belated birthday (our birthday is on same date) with me too.

but den he didnt seem to reply those sms & calls.and i am trying hard to figure out what is happening to him..i dont remember doing anything that annoyed him coz the last time i've seen him was 3 weeks back & helping him for his test in the fire station.

i'm gald he passed the test and i dunno why after that he became emo after he wrote on his nick he's depressed and felt humiliated after sth horrible happened to him at the station.

until now still dunno wht happened to him.but i wonder will these resolve soon???
& sat morning msned with ced,he said that the guys dun like me and even dar noes bt he didnt say.

den clarify with dar & he says er's no such thing & also went msn to clarify with alex.de latter also said he didnt even noe such a thing & he has no time to dislike someone when he have so many things to do.but he ended off by saying dun care wadeva ced says,coz its irrlevant.

i bottled everything up..and cried last nite..feel so depressed.dar cant book out on fri nite..only on sat afternoon & sun he has guard duty.so which means i can meet him up for half a day.i wanted to let him have some quality time with him mum who was missing her son badly and on mon she called me during work and told me abt the dad who was upset tat he bombed his hp bill & ask me nt to mentioned to dar coz she doesnt wan him to get too upset also.

den she ask me to try talking to dar & ask him to use his hp quota wisely.well,in the end i told dar everything and we'll just pretend he din noe abt de hp bill bombed.
(u can say i'm stupid to tell him wadeva de mum ask me nt to,bt i find tat i shld be honest to him since i want him to noe wht he has done.)

if only he can bk out earlier,i can still give some time for the mother & son to talk things out as i dun like to give his mum de idea i-am-hogging-ur-son-and-i-dun-let-u-see-him-when-he-bks-out kind of gf.

i have also planned to spent a quality time with my mum on sunday too..planned to bring her to vivo city tat kim gary hk cafe to try the stuffs out,& of coz i will treat her!

den mummy ask can i accompany her for some new water thingy in the morning 10am b4 we set off to vivo,i am okay with it la..hahaha..hopefully i can have a gd time with my mum.but i noe i have to put in more effort coz i noe one time outing is not gonna work.

though i dun talk much to my mum,i dun want to let her have a idea that i am a spending-time-with-my-bf-all-the-time-&-i-am-not-bothered-to-be-with-u daughter.
so wish me luck ok?

things are not getting easy ya...

last nite was skype-ing with ken when my cousin called,breaking the news of my uncle has passed away in the morning from lung cancer.i still had plans for visiting him early next year,but i guess we couldnt make it for the funeral though i want to attend it as a respect to see him for the last time.

i have no idea what is my dad's plan,since the uncle of ours is his elder brother-in-law.but i will definately go for the Qing Ming next year with my parents if i really missed out the funeral.

during dinner,my parents says they are applying for punggol new flats and hopefully will succeed coz my bro will be getting married in few years time.dad said he overheard me planning to buy my current house and ask whether i have enough money saved up to get installments,maybe i should start checking out how much i should save just for installment for my current house.

den he start saying that i should not be the only one to save up money,and he started counting for dar how many years we can actually set up a family of our own.

and this has been in my mind lately:that's how things work in real life,no such thing as romance that will last when u actually not financially stable to work things out.and marriage is something u will keep using money,get ur house,buy furniture,plan for children and their education.

so wake up my dear gals who are attached,if u are really serious to continue this relationship of urs to marriage,i suggest ur to go to the more practical way & start saving every cent & dun buy so much stuffs for urself & eat so expensive food,though i have weird ideas of bring lunch boxes when i go out with dar.

REALLY!!!but i didnt say out la..coz i have too much things to say whenever i am out with him till i forget abt it.

and i thought tat i can kill 3 birds with 1 stone if i can save money by bringing him home to eat,liddat can eat with my parents & also get to eat with him.

BUT then..its kinda ridiculous for me to bring him home for dinner every week lah!haiz..i dun rly lk to eat outside food at times coz

1)i have to pay (dont get me wrong..i dun nd him to pay for my share!)

2)i have to eat unhealthy food frm outside

3)i prefer home cooked food (but i am definately NOT the kind of HOUSE-WIFE type of ger!!!)

4)eat too much outside food i oso get sian...(coz i have to think of wad to eat the whole time & how much i'll be spending on the food!!)

5)& i feel more sian when i see my bank account getting lesser & lesser...

6)cant hit my target of saving a certain amt of money every month coz of de expenses!!!

7)i admit i sound damn KIAM lah..dun wan to spend on this & that..
(ur must be thinking: wtf!just rot urself at home lah,& make love with ur comp sua..how to pak tor liddat,like this also dun wan to spend on,that one also cannot..wad u wan woman??!!)

8) i am indeed horrible to think this way.

9) i want to buy a house when i reach 25!!!which is why i want to save the minimum installment for a house lor!

10) yes,its all i,me and myself for the 10 reasons...wahahaha!!but I dun care,coz i am a money face girl!! XDD

9:16 am;

N {LA VOISINE}